Missing her more than ever.

Until today, there are still times that I still just couldnt believe that she is no longer with me, with all of us.

There are still times when i would cry a river thinking about how much i am missing her.

There are still times when it gets too much and all I could do is look at her photos and smile at her cheeky face.

One month and a bit now. 

And it is getting worst and worst.

Because usually if I havent seen her this long, I would have already missed her and could call or see her.

Only that I cant anymore.

Uwan. Ina rindu uwan. Sangat2 rindu.

Alfatihah to my grandmother.